It's been an awful long time since I wrote anything on this blog.
I had a relationship, began my career and have had a lot of life experience.

I spent sometime reading back over what I had wrote thinking I was quite literate and I expressed myself quite well for someone who was obviously attempting to cope with something.

So I've found myself finding myself. Looking inwards to find what makes me tick, tock and boom. So I've gone back to the music I use to love, I've gone back to focusing on myself and what I need but it's all hard.

Here I am listening to the recording of a piece that shaped my young adult years. I will sing.

The lyrics haunt me. The changes of time signatures haunt me. She haunts me.

I'm transported back to a time where mercy and trust surrounded my life. Up until this moment I've always had people controlling me and making my decisions for me. This is where I take myself and make my moments.

This is my life.